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Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • 60 is not fun

    As my 60th year has come and gone, I now reflect on the past and prepare to make choices for the future.
    My life has been a mystery to me.  I don’t see what is going on until later when I reflect on the events and ask; how did that happen, or how did I live through that, or why didn’t I use the pool cue instead of the beer bottle.  It’s hard to say what one has on his mind let alone his heart.  Different organs yes, but the same machine.  It’s as if someone, or even a clone lived all those events and I just have a copy on my flash drive.
    As a 20 something editor editing rural newspapers and weekly birdcage liners I found myself trying to read what the reporter was thinking when he turned on the IBM. I find myself in the same place 30 years latter with my imac.  There is something inside me I want to say but can’t seem to find my notes I took when the story broke.  I guess I feel the loss of 60 years and I can’t get them back.  They can keep 1969, 1973, 1977 and the early 80’s.  While these were the hardest of times they seem to make for the best stories.
    My children, all 5, have made me look at others in a way I never would or could have.  I feel sorry for the good people that have no kids and just as sorry for the good kids that have bad parents.  The one thing that has always bothered me is that people always say, “think of the children”.  When I hear that I reflect on each of mine and think of them and say, when will they “think of me”?  I have found that the age is different for every child. Some start at 18 and some at 40.  Sometimes life is “about me”.

     I have other views, but like I said, I can’t find my notes right now. 


Monday, 20 April 2009

  • The Times They are a changin.....

    I watched a "DVD" last night.  Saraha.  The new one.  The have ads at the start.  This is funny because I used to make and sell ads that go on before movies in theaters.  Anyway, nonetheless(a non word, but blogers can't spell) the ad was for a movie about Bob Dylan.  I have coffee everyday in a coffee house.  The owner thinks its a coffee shop, but deep down he knows its a coffee house.  A coffee house like the ones Dylan, and all the other folkies played in during the early and mid 60s. The good 60's.  The checkered table cloths and little candles in wine bottles all left over from the beat generation.   (Reference "A Mighty Wind" the film).  I thought about the old coffee houses in my youth.  The Black Brick, The Sword in the Stone, the Hungry I.  With vespas, cafe racers (Reference, Mods and Rockers) and my honda 90 parked outstide we would drink blackberry cokes (called bat juice) and listen to kids copy Dylan, Peter Paul and Mary and others.  Playing chess, trying to out turtleneck shirt the new guys.  I always ended up with black, but I had a bright yellow one and a bright yellow folk singers shirt with long pointy collars and puffy arms. Included with the set was a leather vest, 12 string guitar, and blue square glasses.(Reference the Birds)   Nonetheless, it; the ad, made me think about those fun times and the music of that day.  When I was producing TV commercials in the late 70's we had an "older" union cameraman who had worked in L.A. for years.  General Hospial, Sonny and Cher, Hollywood Palace, Joey Bishop Show, etc.  I remembered a story he told about a show he worked on with Fred Astair on Hollywood Palace.  I looked it up and came up with this clip.  It is one of the first two records I bought, 45s .  I loved this group and the song.  Its not itunes yet but here is a live utube of it.  Remember this is of a time when San Francisco was becoming  the middle of the music world, not Liverpool. Bev is the lead singer and was the dream girl of every folkie like me. Please take note of the frug......and white boots.....ummmmm  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_f16t1JGHo

Tuesday, 14 April 2009

  • Did I mention........

    This is not what I set out to write.  It never is.  When you sit down at the keyboard your mind is full of concepts, ideas, clever sayings and other writers crutches.  When it comes down to putting pen to paper, or inkjet, it becomes a window and not a box.  When I wrote for the newspapers I would start with a blank piece of paper and a IBM selectric.  The paper would turn into a story or a slam on the city council or praise to some fireman for saving a cat.  I was in a box that was delivered every week to people who paid to see what I and others had written about their world.  In a blog we are in a window seat.  The venue is free and the view is endless.  With facebook links and photos we can exercise the freedom to say what we feel, hear and see around us and explain what we think about it.  We are letting others look back through the window at us and see what they  think we are.  Its scary but true.  Blogs are the birthplace of revolution and action.  Love and hate.  War and peace. Concern and happiness.  I do think it is better to write as we live  and not wait for golden years to write the classic memoirs.  I would rather confront someone about my ideas when I have them and not wait 30 years.  This is not what I set out to write.  It  never is.

Friday, 26 September 2008

  • Fear of Flying

    Captains Blog star date 9.26.08

    Fear of Flying.

    The concern about flying is like eating zuccinni.  You either like it or you avoid it at all costs. 

    As a child I would travel around the US with my parents in old converted military aircraft.  I love airplanes.  Keeping in mind that I have seen several planes crash and have been in aircraft that have been on fire.  Living on an airbase has it perks.  A canopy, the plastic part the pilot look thru, fell into the street in front of my brother and I walking home from school.  We looked up to see the fighter pilot eject and the plane crash into a vacant lot.  The family down the street had an engine from a B-25 sitting in their bedroom when they came home from a movie.  The other stories didn’t turn out so well.  About 12 in all.  After all those one would stop flying all together, you would think.  I hate flying now because I am bigger and the seats are smaller.

    Flying is humans’ way of defying gravity (see Defying Gravity song from the play Wicked).  It is a way to “beat the clock” .  Not the 50’s game show but the clock of life.  We can get there faster and use the time we saved to waste on something else.  “Time is money”.  This is not true.  “Money buys time”.  If you have lots of money you can spend time doing things you want in the places you want.  Flying helps you get there, faster.  The price for a ticket on the concord  new York to Paris was about $4000.00 in 1982. By 2002 it was $8000.00.  Remember jet fuel was 11 cents a gallon in 1978.  But to get from London to Miami in less time that it takes me to get to Disneyland well it was worth it for some. 

    The fear part of flying I think is in the dying part of flying.  My father was in 5 airplane crashes and died at the age of 87 of old age.(note: the German Air force caused 3 of those)  I on the other hand have been across the Pacific twice and whole US 4 or 5 times and can still type and chew gum.  The fear of death is a big factor in getting on a big hunk of steel with no visible means of support, and flies.  Having been on public transportations (buses, trains etc) in San Francisco, LA, New York, Chicago, Saigon, I would say that flying is still the safest form of transportation. I would think everyone one the Concord had had a bath in the last 6 months.

    “Fear of Flying” the 1970 book by Erica Jong was about safety, comfort, sex, adventure, freedom, independence, the power to work and write, so say the reviewers of the book.  I didn’t read it.  I didn’t read Cosmo either and my friends say that’s why I had a starter wife.  Anyway the girl in the book fears flying both in the air and on the ground.  From what I can tell from the reviews is that this too is about dying.  The body dying, the mind dying, the soul dying.  Its all about death. (note to self: topic for another blog). 

    Just get on the plane.  Unless of course you don’t like zucchini.

    The whole song should be quoted here, but you can look it up.

    “A ghost of aviation
    She was swallowed by the sky
    Or by the sea like me she had a dream to fly
    Like Icarus ascending
    On beautiful foolish arms
    Amelia it was just a false alarm”
                                           Joni Mitchell       




Wednesday, 24 September 2008

  • Captain's Blog

    Captains Blog stardate 9.24.08.
    There seems to be some discussion about the validity of information and off hand references to “Monty Python” in everyday conversation.
    “Pythonesqe” references are in use much as lines from great novels were used in earlier times.  Quotes are universal in the conversational paradigm.
    10 years ago it was Caddyshack. “out of nowhere, Cinderella story” etc.  Before that it was Breakfast Club.  When I watch “The Big Chill”  all my friends from those early years are in it.  There were movie quotes that affect conversation to this day. Some samples include; “You can’t handle the truth!”, “We are burning daylight”,  “Bond, James Bond”,  “Go away kid, you bother me”, "Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn!", "I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tanhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time like tears in rain. Time to die."  Well maybe the last quote from Bladerunner was a little out there but you get my point. 
    I must stop here.  One of my venders just pissed me off and asked me the same question 3 times, Sears has lost my carpet cleaner, Fastenall failed to give me my discount on an invoice, and three employees just asked for a raise.
    Tune in again next week when the Cosmic Walrus takes on the barons of projectile stupidly.  Until then, adios.


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